19

I have always been very excited about my birthdays when I was younger
but I realised that I've grown to be more age-cautious right after I hit 17.
I wasn't looking forward to turn 19 EVER.

I was just telling my sister that I was going to bed before the clock strikes 12 just so that I could sleep pass this whole "early-happy-birthday" thingy...but my stupid watch beeped right before I even closed my eyes.
"OH MAI GAWDDDDDD!!!" I groaned with agony & slammed my head into my pillow..
I've never felt so old & depressed on my birthday.
Last teen year *gulps*
PETER PAN!!! Where are you? I sooo need you to fly me to Neverland right now T__T
I-don't-wanna-grow-up
like seriously.
it scares me :S

-diane-