AGHHHH! I HATE YOUUUU!

I'm now shaking like a drug addict. Looking like a drug addict that has been locked away from her needles for days. I am insane and I would appreciate if someone can just shoot my brain off this instant.
I don't wanna go through this . The only reason for me being here, typing all this crap is because twitter is down.
I'm scared and feeling very insecure now. I really need a computer pro beside me :(
I'm afraid of that monstrous red machine that I once desired. It keeps giving me problems.
I hate it now...stupid laptop. STUPID laptop! Have this sudden urge to curse right now..pfftt..
Died on me twice. I'm trying to do backups now but it keeps prompting me.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE all the techno stuff. Super unreliable.

I honestly don't think I'll be that freaked out if you place 3 lions infront of me right now. I assure you that I'm more afraid of computers. Especially when it gives me problems.
I dunno what am I doing right now. Not even sure if I'm making things worse. I'm just trying..
I really duno larhhhh..omg, damn stressed up now. No one should see me in this condition.
You would think that I'm crazy.
My hands have been shaking for the past 30 mins..and its not stopping.
I'm not gonna deny that tears have been streaking down my cheecks like waterfall as well.
I wished I wasn't such a noob at this. I really really hate this part of me.
Why can't I learn how to chill a bit? :(


It makes me homesick to not have anyone to rely on when these kinda stuff happens.
I can do everything and anything else by myself. JUST NOT anything too techno..
To make things worse, there're not many comp shops around here..
even if there are, ppl here use MAC more than Windows.
I really wish I could just carry that laptop to my parents & just say :" Daddy, bring me to Summit! Comp got problem".

People are gonna think that I'm some idiot here.
Haih..I dont really care. I just need to tell the whole world to distract myself from my problems..just for awhile.

haihhh...emoing, panicking, stressed up, tired, sad, homesick NOW.
ALL because of this STUPID laptop.
I don't love you anymore..eventhough you are red.

SICK Shit

Why do we need to have tests every week?
I've been having 3 tests for 2 weeks in a row
and I'm gonna face 4 tests next week.
and another 3 for the following week.

Friggin sick of reading all those thick & heavy textbooks.
Its bad enough that they're burning all my free time
but they're stealing my sleeping hours as well :(

Give us a break will ya?
I'm really going cuckooooo.

EASTER BREAK! I'm counting on you..
haih..but whats the point? I HAVE ONLINE TEST AS WELL!
They wont friggin set me free.

I've never been so exhausted in my life.

-diane-

POSTERS for SALE in Uni :)

They're now selling some nice posters in my Uni.

They're only selling it till Friday.

SOOOOOOO....Today,I decided to go check it out for fun :)

Some of the posters

There're actually quite a number of really old portraits & posters..

They have The Beatles, John Travolta, Elvis Presley, Johnny Depp...

ok not important..

LETS GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT OK?

JENG JENGGGG! They have TAYLOR LAUTNER :D

The posters are pretty HUGE.

Its about the size of 10 A4 sheet papers, sticked together!

for this size, its AUD 12 per poster ,

AUD 20 for 2 posters.

and OMGGGG !!! They even have DOOR POSTERS :D

I find it pretty cool coz we hardly see such big posters in Malaysia..

GOT LAA..at the Movies..but  sadly,they're not for sale.

So we usually rely solely on celeb mags and INSTANTLY go HYPER over an A4 sized poster..haha.

No?

I dunno about u guys..but I do :D

This is for those Robbert Patt's fans :D

It's selling out pretty fast ya know?

Of course, this is much bigger than the Taylor Lautner one above.

WANNA KNOW WHAT I BOUGHT????

haha NOLAH, I didn't buy a thing.

Not a big fan of Taylor Lautner / Robbert Patt.

I would , if they have MARTIN JOHNSON posters though..

hahahah..In fact, I wouldn't care to even look at the price.

The more I stalk Martin, the more obsess I get..

Shoot me!

-diane-

Amazed

I NEVER knew such awesome stuff actually existed.
I thought it was only some fake effects people inject in movies.

Microsoft Surface :)
The 30-inch table that responds to 52 different touches all at 1 go.

Place your camera on it & watch your pictures spill across the table.
Its that glam!

but the unglam thing is that...
OMGGG I'm soooo blardeee outdated! They launched it in may 2007 T____T
alright, can't really blame me as well..
I'm nowhere near being a techno freak who drools over latest gadgets :)
I just go OOOOHHH and WOOOWW.
Never thought of owning them...hahah




I wouldn't know about this if I didn't have to study about it for a stupid test this week :/
NOOOOOB! hahah :)

-diane-

Uni life

Ok, so I've been attending lectures, seminars,workshops & tutorials for 2 weeks now.

Uni life has been very different.
Its all about being independant and responsible for yourself. You are given the choice to choose whether to go for lectures, do readings & do h/w. Sadly,no one gives a damn about u.
I would say that the SAM program I took in Taylors did prepared us well for this but of course, I still think that I have a lot more to learn from the locals here.

The locals here are really outspoken. They can just shout their answers out confidently across the whole lecture room without worrying that they'll embarass themselves if they got it wrong.
Unlike me, I'll only attempt if I'm very sure that my answers are phrased perfectly...because like any other Asians, I duwanna look dumb. Which is very bad :( so I decided to quit this nonsence!


Besides, they are really fast when they're told to do a specific task. They only take seconds to analyse tasks that we take a minute to do. Their education system has taught them well :) To question when in doubt & to analyse whatever that is being taught. Unlike us, sit there, open ears & just absorb info without really understanding it...then run to the exam & vomit everything out..& pray for a distinction.

SO yaaa laa..gotta adjust abit to this kinda system now :)
SAM was somewhat similar to this...for the analysing & understanding part.

ooohhyaaa, if you have ppl telling you that if you did SAM, uni life will be a piece of cake for you..
FORGET IT ok? No such thing. It just gets worse :)
2nd week of Uni and I've already had 2 tests..having another 3 more test next week and will have more to come..
and ahemm, you wouldn't wanna know about assignments, readings & h/ws..
ALOT.

k la, duwanna stress ppl out here..
im already having headaches but at least I have TIM TAM, SNICKERS & ICECREAM to make me happy everyday :P


-diane-

I miss her most :(

Everyone's asking me the same question.

"WHO do u miss MOST?"

Of course I do miss everyone..

but..I miss my Terry the most :(

You see, its possible to communicate with all my other love ones,

 eventhough we're so far apart from each other..

be it through facebook, twitter, msn, email, phone / skype.

I want to tell her EVERYTHING thats happening here

and how much I miss her.

but the saddest thing is that I can't even tell her that I won't be dissapearing from her life forever.

Watching her through the webcam , not knowing about my presence on the screen sends my heart aching.

Its weird to browse through my phone, noticing that I don't have the current pictures of her.

life here has been very different without her :(

Theres no one here to share my pillow with me at night,

no one to wait for me to finish studying before I sleep,

no one to lick my face wet to wake me up in the morning,

no one to stare greedily at me when I'm eating,

no one to wait for me at the door & welcome me home after a tiring day,

no one to follow me everywhere I go,

no one to hop onto the drivers sit with me when I drive.

no one to....camwhore with me?

I wonder how she feels...

I was only told that she has been sleeping on my pillow every night since the day I left..

I wished I could communicate with you..

December seems so far away.

-diane-

In 3 weeks

In this 3 weeks itself, I've come to know these bunch of nice ppl,

went to the beach with the Adelaide village ppl :)

went to Victor harbor with them as well :)

this is TINA!!! the Vet girl who got so sick of the m'sian teaching style..

super confident & outspoken senior!

must learn :P 

went for Fring-ing with friendly ppl I met in the workshops during O'week.

Sam,Kenneth,Su Ling & I :)

s'porean & m'sians :D

These ppl are all holy holy ppl..very involved with church activities.

bonding well with my apartment mates who often bake & offer me their yummy choco cakes..

Me,Anna & Lisa.

fed seagulls with Angelo's expired bread with both Angelo (super cool sri-langka dude) & Julia.

Fellow Taylorians

went to the german hills to pick strawberries...eat, tour around..

during this short period of time,

 I've been really close with these 4 (Gui Fen, Clement, Tian Ning & Shou Yee) eventhough we

hardly even know each other despite being in the same college last year.

took a walk after dinner at night to help digest foods in our bloated tummies :)

Tian ning (middle) is like our mother,

always boiling red bean soup, chinese herb soup/desserts for us ..

making us feel so hommiee.

Gui Fen(left) is like a gummy bear..

always bouncy and happy :)

super random nice girl ..with super big & nice smile.

Clement is like our Accountant..

always calculating on everything before we spend ..

 making us laugh non stop when he shares his kiamsiap thoughts ..

Shou Yee is like the happy go lucky person,

always cracking up some lame jokes & ends up laughing himself ..

HAHAH but a very nice friend.

kangaroos are adorable. but they eat and shit at the same time..eww

gui fen gui fen :)

in one of the lecture hall.

This is Julia :D

we kinda met each other in the pre-departure briefing..

super friendly girl who takes the same course as me.

Then we have XIAO HUI :D

very humble & sweet girl who's currently doing her masters.

this was when we went to victoria park to watch fireworks on a chilly night.

I was freezing..damnit.

my heater :D

ok..too lazy to blog more..

for more pics and updates,

FACEBOOK!

its all there.

-diane-

so much to do...tata !

Guilty :(

I've been eating alot lately..
like ALOT means really ALOT ok?
I don't whine about getting fat all the time..but I think I'm really gonna end up as a fatty bom bom when I come back.

Yesterday night,
I ate Fried Rice for dinner and it was a 2 person portion.
Even my guy friends say:" Eh Diane! whoa..u eat alot for a girl weihh!"

Today,
lunch - Udon,Honeydew,Toasted bread,Snacks,Chocolate.
Dinner - Normal steamed rice with 3 chinese dishes, Sundae ice cream.

Supper- My apartment mates made choco cake...no choice ok? I had to eat coz they've already cut a slice for me..a HUGE slice.

so yeaa...i wouldn't be surprised if I put on 10 kg when i come bck to M'sia.

DIE LA..how? SHITTT..my friends and I have already checked out our tummy & yebb! We've decided to go for a jog on saturday, 7am..I doubt that would happen. HAHAH

I NEED BOTH JILLIAN AND BOB HERE !!!

like REAAALLLLYYYYY :( I duwanna get sent to Biggest Loser...ahhhhhh

I dunno why..but I get hungry very easily here :(

itchy mouth just likes to chew and swallow..

foods here are so tempting..especially all the dairy products..

-diane-

must resist..ughhh