MARTIN JOHNSON's BLONDE

and now martin johnson's freakin' BLONDE T___T

ohmysweetmotherofmarshmallows shoot me.

Hate to say it..but I hate it :(

This is so dragonball-gay-ish mannnnn.

noohhhhhhhhh  :( sorry.

Your hotness level just dropped by 18.88%.

coz emo brunettes are wayyy hotter :)

Natural is the bomb.

noh?

alright, either way..im still a big martin fan :D

-diane-

19

I have always been very excited about my birthdays when I was younger
but I realised that I've grown to be more age-cautious right after I hit 17.
I wasn't looking forward to turn 19 EVER.

I was just telling my sister that I was going to bed before the clock strikes 12 just so that I could sleep pass this whole "early-happy-birthday" thingy...but my stupid watch beeped right before I even closed my eyes.
"OH MAI GAWDDDDDD!!!" I groaned with agony & slammed my head into my pillow..
I've never felt so old & depressed on my birthday.
Last teen year *gulps*
PETER PAN!!! Where are you? I sooo need you to fly me to Neverland right now T__T
I-don't-wanna-grow-up
like seriously.
it scares me :S

-diane-

my 1st halloween :)

This is kinda late but YES...

This is my 1st halloween &

I just had to blog about it :)

I wanted to dress up as so many characters...but the costumes were really costly :(

My no.1 choice was Captain Jack Sparrow !!!

ahhh wanted to be that SOOOOO badddd..

oh well..in the end,

I decided to be a devil.

Not the sexy kind coz I'll fail miserably..ahaha

Diane? *cough*..sexy devil? *chokes*..no no no..CANNOT!

no wayy..I couldn't picture myself looking like that.

 so I decided to look

 reaaaally evil & uglehhh!

*grins*

my friends said I look like "she-man".

bzzz pondan meh?

 I was split between this pic & the 1st one to put as my fcbk dp :/

I like them both...hmm..

pics of the night:

 rosie & terrence :)

 jim & joyce

 love this mannnnn <3
fake fingernails..

 he was really popular that night..ahaha
he's supposed to be the "friday the 13th" fella or smtg..

Fen the sexayy kitty cat :) meowww

OMG and I friggin LOVE his look!

The scary chef! D:

 Kit dressed up as a prisoner.
Ivy was the sexaaay devil :)

 Michelle actually bought fake vampire teeth .
I thought she really pulled off that look!
Look! Even Andrew's in pain...

Bond dressed up as a nerd .
ohh hi fen! meowww :P
hahah

 Clement & Ivy

In the end, rosie's heels really killed her..

so we had to pusher her with the trolley back hme..

ahaha

epic halloween.

more pics on fcbk.

I was told to have the biggest trident among all the devils that night.

Banggaaaaa laarhh ...

-diane-

heh

THIS!

I treasure <3

saya sayang zebra shoes ku :)

-diane-

:)

OMG Martin Johnson's new haircut OWNS! :D
<3 <3 <3

if I ever get a tumblr,
the whole world will die because I would load it up with flattering pics of Martin.
muahahahahha...I'll keep uploading until he chokes everyone with his hotness!

ok enough :)

btw, 1 down. Wouldn't say it was good/bad..Im just glad that I managed to finish it. Holy cow! srsly, not enough time man.. 4 essay long questions for 3 hrs..you think im a freaking computer meh? lol XD
alright, gona go continue nerding. byeee!

-diane-

And the war begins..again.

owh man..here it comes again.
It's the time when all the butterflies in the world come penetrating into my tummy again,
giving me that awfully blended feelings of fear, excitement, curiosity & worry.
Stepping into the exam ground is always like entering a battlefield for me.
Just that I'm always lack of Mulan's confidence.

like it or not, my battle begins in about 13 hrs time from now.
I feel so unsure & insecure.

6 nov - Comm Law
8 nov - Macroecons
10 nov - Business Stats
16 nov - Accounting Methods

worried abt not being able to score distinctions :S

-diane :(-

Fat then fat lorhh..SO?

Chocolate can affect the brain by causing the release of happy neurotransmitters such as endorphins which helps to reduce stress.

Oh look! Theres secretion of phenylethylamine as well which gives you more excitement and alertness.

Seems that they also contains anandamide which causes the production of DOPAMINE = a happy Diane!

YES! so in conclusion..my friends & family, choc is the perfect exam snack for me!
& I couldn't be bothered about how many more kgs Imma put on..
call me fat. whatever man. I want my Distinctions.

hahah..

if you're wondering..

and by right,you shouldnt be wondering..

yes,

I googled that :P

ahem..my excuse >> business student :)
-diane-

Triple Dee's

Wish I could split myself into 3.
Diane number 1 - Workout & keep fit
Diane number 2 - FULL time Nerd
Diane number 3 - Party & socialise

VOLDEMORT! TEACH me how to split souls? pleaaaseeeeee :)
24hrs a day is not enough for me to do everything I needa do.

miss home

Life just gets harder when you dont have parents here with you.
I miss having the excuse of "My parents dont let me".
So much easier to get around things.

Its not easy trying to stay disciplined & true to our priorities when you're given so much of freedom.
Especially with so much of peer pressure going on.
I've been struggling to keep up with both my social life & studies, giving up a lot of my sleeping hours in order to catch up with both worlds.

I'm tired of this. I wana go home & be a child again..
I hate making decisions on my own. Its tough.
I miss home. I miss having my parents as my shields and armour.

had enough :S

I got sick of Shane Dawson videos :S
1) same jokes (not funny..sien like mad)
2) a little offensive & disturbing sometimes
3) meaningless
4) somehow...lack of class..quite gross

speechless

ohmaigoddd sometimes, I wonder if u have any EQ.
This is so screwed up :S
Do you have any idea that you're smearing mud in everyone's face?
making everyone's life miserable? :(
haih..now im trying to clean up this whole mess for everyone's sake.
Thought it would be a much reasonable & sensible thing to do though I'm sure you'll be pissed.

-diane-\
why the hell must twitter fail on me at this kinda timing? :(
k bye! i gtg sleep.
Nights world

time to die

I have exactly 5 weeks frm now to crash everything into my brain before my 1st sem 2 finals paper.

fml. TELL ME HOW? :(

I suck larh..end of story.

Get up

I have a few friends who've been going through some hard times.
From losing their love ones to losing their belongings.
Unloyal partners, old age,sickness, financial problem & heartless robbers.

I feel powerless because I can't do anything to help ease your sorrows except for chatting with ya'll through msn :(

So, here you go :)
I dedicate this to you frm the bottom of my heart.
Pull yourselves up together & have faith because it's not the end of the world & I believe in you.
Ya'll know who you are.


ok ok.. before you listen to it.
pls expect the worst u can coz I'm no singer.
I only dared to put it up coz its in tune :S

Lyrics [BoysLikeGirls - Go] :

Little change of the heart,
little light in the dark
little hope that you just might find
your way up outta here
cause you’ve been hiding for days,
wasted and wasting away
but I’ve got a little hope
that today you’ll face your fears
yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
follow the lights to the city

[Chorus]
get up and go,
take a chance and be strong
or you could spend your whole life
holding on
don’t look back just go,
take a breath, move along
or you could spend your whole life
holding on
you could spend your whole life
holding on

Believe the tunnel can end, believe your body can mend
yeah I know you can make it through,
cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight,
let’s go make everything all right
go on and take a shot,
go give it all you’ve got
oh yeah I know it’s not easy,
I know that it’s hard
know it’s not always pretty

**[chorus]

Don’t wanna wake up to the telephone ring
are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
enough is enough;
you can stop waiting to breathe
and don’t wait up for me

**[chorus]x2

you can’t spend your whole life
holding on.
yeahh..






-diane-

Tattoos

Like the majority, I used to think tattoos arebad & I told myself that I would never get it.

My parents & teachers had this equation stucked in my head for the past 17 years of my life:

Tattoo = Form of rebellion + Unprofessional + Low class + gangster

However..
Throughout these years, I somehow changed my perception of tattoos.
It depends you know ,
of course..don't overdo it by covering your body with weird tatts that symbolises nothing:/
eg.
err..something like these..
PLEASE DON'T GET.

This is just sooo wth lah..only ah beng,ah tiong,ah lian mois will get this kind.

hahaha..

but this is kinda cool tho :)

but u still wouldnt wanna have joker's face on your arms/ legs..coz that would be creepy :S

ok leave that aside.

& lets take a different perspective this time.

For now..

I actually see it as a form of art. Tattoos gives u a great insight to someone's personality because it's their way of expressing themselves.

Besides, they're like permanent reminder for yourself ya know..

One of the most  influential person in my life has the word "Delivered" tattoed on his arm. That word itself is actually inspired by a song "I've been Delivered" by The Wallflowers thats about having the urge to break out and chase your dreams. Something about not giving up/coming home until delivered.

These types are acceptable to me:

1) A word that means a lot to you & you would like to be reminded of it everyday.

this one is actually quite cool! Its an ambigram tattoo.

"Faith"

The word reads the same when it's upside down.

Something like the words "Fire", "Air", "Earth" & "Water" from "Angels & Demons"!

2) A tattoo to remind you of your God / religion to keep you on the right track in life.

OKAY ..but not Overdo it like this fella of course.

 A much smaller scale of that would be fine & resonable.

3) A tattoo of your favourite music band.

This is only of course, neccessary for fanatic fans..who feels that a particular band's music speaks to them/

have changed their lives :)

4) A quote that means a lot to you / you've been living your life with.

Tattoos aren't all that bad. Lets all open up our minds & see it in a different perspective! Shall we? :)

In the end of the day, people who ink themselves with tatts doesn't automatically make them a complete different person. We cant just brand them all as gangsters.

but to be on the safe side,

if u reaaaaaallllyyy want one, get one thats not visible when you're working because you wouldn't wanna risk yourself judged by others as being unprofessional & lack of class.

After all, 1st impression always counts no matter what.

cheers :)

-diane-

HAPPIEST GIRL for the DAY :D

 I came back frm Uni yesterday...feeling all stressed up until I found a card on the table frm the post office :D At that vey moment I had a sudden adrenaline rush. Feeling all excited, I immediately dropped my bag & bounced my way outta the door with it..gripped so tightly in my hands.

Precious thing..I would kill myself if I lose it.

I dunno why but "Boys Like Girls" always make my heart pumps X10 faster & harder than usual.

Their music speaks to me :)

*reaches post office in 3 mins*

*hands card to counter lady*

*grinnnns like a maniac*

I wanted to jump like a kid sooo bad when she handed me the parcel..but I had to stay cool & sign the damn thing 1st ya know..haha..

my heart almost exploded so I had to run bck to my place ASAP before I scream & jump in public like some retard.

I was so stoked about it :) and as I got back, I tore the parcel off like a kid trying 2 rip off their x-mas present. Except that I think I was probably X100000 more violent..heh.

 Blardeee happie lorh. 1st thing I did was CAMWHORE like there was no tomorrow with

THIS!

YESHHHH I'm proud to say ...STRIKES OFF "Dying-to-get ITEM 1"  :D

BLG forever! <3

okay la..i got some other stuffs too :) but they're my sis's so yeah..

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other

You'll always be my thunder

[Boys Like Girls - Thunder]

I want :D

Top 3 things that I've been dying to get ..

and it all needs to go through shipping :/

because its all from US.

I'm kind of a paranoid when it comes to shipping.

You know, when ur parcel gets missing and stuff..RARRHH..that sorta crap.

Then you hv to do online payment..& nowadays there's just so mch spoofing.

Haihhh...but I'd still get it anyway :P

Its just a matter of time.

1)

THIS has been on the TOP of my DYING-TO-GET list

since last year.

and NOW, its just $5.

excluding the shipping cost.

HOLY COW! I WANT LORHH!

Apart from the fact that Im a crazy enough BLG freak

(no need for any further explaination for that! HAHAH)

THIS is my no.1 fav album of all time.

Beats Simple Plan & BSB hands down!

2)

NICE girl t-shirt :D :D :D

I've been watching alot of WongFu Production videos on youtube during my hols

and I've sorta became a fan of theirs.

Just watch this vid, n you'll get why I want this shirt :)

My fav vid frm them.

This is part 1..if you wana continue, just click for part 2 & 3..

a bit erm..cheesy but OH COME ON!

Don't bother denying it, everyone likes cheesy stuff :P hahah

3)

AHA, this is another youtuber that I reallly reaallly like!

mainly coz he uploads videos every week & also

shares alotta his personnel life through vlogging :D

haih..

You'll get it when you're away frm home. Feeling all lonely n emo at night with no 1 to talk to.

Watching his vlog vids every night makes u feel like u've known him for ages

 when all you see is just a dude talking on ur comp screen

coz he sorta connects & interact with his subcribers/fans alot.

It feels like..He's your friend or something.

but erm.. some of his jokes are superrrrrrrrrrrrrr dirty la..

hahah u have to be more open minded & at least 15 years old to watch them.

Shane used to be an obese & he made this vid 2 make fat ppl (like me * ahemm*) feel more comfy abt themselves :)

not his funniest coz his funny = damn dirty.

This is quite a decent one. HAHAH..more to inspirational.

-diane- :D

Randomness in July

July was boring. Didn't do much.

Prepare yourself for some random crap that imma gonna throw you throughout this post :P

Holidays:

We went for some cycling.

Yes, in winter. O.O Holy cow, it was crazily cold.

I don't fancy helmets. Even if its red.

1) It makes my face look rounder. Not that its not round enough :/

2) Messes up my hair -.-

3) smelly haha :P

***

ohh talking about hair..

Mine looks like this now.

Havent had any haircut since I came here in feb.

ignore the retarded camwhoring pose please, thankyouverymuch.

my friends call it the emo hairstyle!

yeaa..probably its because of the fringe.

I like emo bangs :D

SEE! even Angelo came bck frm hols with a similar hairstyle to mine.

hahah..

***

then we sorta went for this free photoshoot thingy O.O

where they style,makeup & do whatever they want to make you look awesome,

have gay photographers to teach u how 2 pose...

"Now, I want you to swing ur hips to the left and kick it! with attitude!"

=.=|||||||

HAHAHAH omg I should like...act it out for ya'll..

super funny man. Pls remind me when I come back :D

the shots turned out really awesome.

but you know what?

FRIGGING EXPENSIVE mannn..

so yeah :(

we camwhored ourselves when we came back lorh..wat to do?

so difficult to remove makeup & so mafan to put it.

I reaaally dont get how some ppl put it everyday..

hahahahah I'd rather sleep a few hours more :P

***

Kenneth's farewell:

:( haih..1 sem here is definately not enough.

Adelaide misses you already.

***

?!?

Whats all the hype about IPHONE 4?

Look at all these weird nutheads..waiting outside the Optus shop at 11 pm for the launching of Iphone 4.

Its just a phone man...can get it at 9am or smtg and it wouldn't make any difference.

Just.dont.understand.some.people.

lameeee. =.=

 Not like its perfect. Problems frm the previous Iphone have not even been solved (eg. the signal).

***

and so..sem 2 kicks off!

1st tutorial class for Business & Econs Stats:

Draw your new friend! in 30 secs.

haahahah nola, of course thats not what we did in 2 hrs :D

I just wanted to show you how ugly my drawing can get.

***

Yes, I put on alotta weight..

and these is the main reason why.

my friends r awesome cooks.

-diane-

will update soon. ciao :)

if you survived reading this whole thing,

give yourself a thumbs up 4 being able 2 keep up with my randomness. HAHAH

Inception

OhhEmmGeee.. I finally watched Inception!
Christopher Nolan is a true GENIUS.
This whole show really got me thinking a lot :D
It messed up my mind .
A MUST watch!


***SPOILER ALERT! DO NOT CONTINUE READING IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCH IT :D

If there was such thing as an inceptionist, that would definately be my dream job! Apart from the fact that its illegal, I wouldn't mind having to risk my life for this kinda cool job...I mean,living in a limbo is still kinda cool right? You get to live in the world that u create, design & stuff.
But I don't think I'm smart enough to be one though. Hahahah..I wonder what would I be using as my totem :)
I love every little idea of the show. Limbo, Totem(spinning top), sedative,3 dream layers, the part where a team member has to be left behind to protect the bodies in each individual dreams,the kick, the ...aiyo..EVERYTHING mannn <3 ahhhh
Can't wait to see Inception get more awards than that overrated Slumdog Millionaire!
Confirmo KICK ass! woots~~


omg, I just read the plot to clear up some of the parts that I was confused about.
I'm still debating about the ending. There are so many possible ways to view it :/

I see it in 2 ways:

1) Cobb managed to convince Saito in limbo that they're in a dream which leads Saito to grab the gun and shoot them both to give them the kick back straight back to the plane. Its probably possible since the other levels collapse.
But then...you see,
-the kids are still of the same age & wearing the same clothes, doing the same thing
-Cobb doesn't seem 2 care whether he's in reality/dream coz he leaves the top spinning without checking it

which made me see it in this way..
2) Cobb failed to convince Saito. Saito shoots Cobb with the gun which sends Cobb into even deeper state of limbo. The plane scenes & his kids are just his projections that he created himself.
Well, either way..Saito DID manage to stick to his deal :)

so yeah..I'm still split between both these theories.
In conclusion, I think CHRISTOPHER NOLAN just performed an Inception on us.

-diane-