New years eve

Hey you!
No I haven't been neglecting this blog. I've been constantly updating it but I think they're all better off left as drafts :) coz its kinda personnel & dumb.
Anyways, who in the world still read blogs? blaaa..
hahah :D

Its the time of the year when ppl take a look at things that they've done for the year, reflecting about what should've been / could've been.
There are moments that I wish I could take back & also moments that I would die to relive.
Overall, I think 2011 has been a really good year for me & I'm grateful for everything.

2012, I'll defo step up the game.
Won't be blogging often too...not my thaang anymore :/

-diane-

Being random

His voice, his charisma, his laugh, his smile :D

Brendon Urie was my imaginary Edward Cullen.

untillllllllllllllll............ they had to make a movie outta the book & cast Robert Pattinson T______________T

What the heck man. 

-diane-

HELLOO

Heyooo dead bloggie :)
Look at that sleep deprived + zero coffee face of mine!
Yes. That's my sole objective of this blog post :D
I've decided to crawl outta my cave of self pity...in hope for others to do the pitying job for me.
hahhahaahah would you?
:D :D :D


Exam's around the corner & I'm still stuck with stewwwpeed assignments :/ damn.
I'm not even in my final year yeeeeet...and I'm already super drained..
Well, thats what you get if you want a balance btwn work & social life I guess?
haaaaaahhh booo life sucks....

eeeeee budak diane ni semakin gemuk laaa...tak boleh tahan XD

k bye :)
-diane

:/

 Nothing much...just missing them a weeee bit too much :/

especially him.


haihhhh..


You guys are torturing me with your ZERO updates D:

Dreams

I've always wondered about the reason behind having dreams & the meaning of dreams.
No one has given me any explanation to these questions to date though...
so I kinda got frustrated & dropped the subject as I grew up.

I do get dreams very frequently though..but I couldn't be bothered about them then..

Until lately..
I've been having tons of "superhero dreams" O.O..
from being a secret agent to a ninja, to saving all my baby cousins from a flood, saving my friend from dying...etc.
but that wasn't the main reason that spark up that long lost curiousity of mine.

The thing is..I just couldn't get over the nightmare that I had last night about one of my best friend's death.
It's been traumatising me all morning :/ I was being all worried about her so I decided to search up the meaning behind all my dreams.

Pretty interesting..hahah :)

About my superhero dreams :

"To dream that you are a superhero represents your above-average talents, ideas, and other hidden abilities that you may not realize you possessed. Alternatively, the dream parallels some extraordinary problem or issue that you are trying to deal with in your waking life. You need to approach the issue head on."

[http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/s4.htm]
About my friend's death:

"Death dreams generally mean that you are anxious or worried.  You may not fully realize how much anxiety you’re actually feeling.  Many times, troubling dreams like this wave a flag for the individual and cause them to realize just how much stress they’ve been under.  The dreamer can then realize that they need to pull back a little bit – enjoy life more rather than just anxiously trying to get from point A to point B!"

[http://www.dreamprophesy.com/what-does-it-mean-to-dream-of-death/]


I feel like I can relate to these explanations very well.
It's true that I've been really stressed up lately with tons of exams and parties.
I'm practically like a zombie...ahhh sleep deprived...no joke :/
Wish I could buy time....I'm sooo desperate to the point where I wouldn't even mind putting on a kg for every extra 24 hrs I get in a day.

exhausted,
-diane-

You know me? :O

I feel super WOOOOOOHHH blown away/ flattered..
when a popular person whom I don't expect to know of my existence recognises me.
Even better when they come up to me and say :

" Aren't you Diane Ong?" 

:O My surname. Are you friggin kidding me?

Happened to this average kid here twice this week ;)
EHH maybe I'm not that average after all! *chin up*
HAHHAHAHAHA nayyyy I joke.. XD puhleasseee..

I got the moves like jagger...
(supahh addicted to that song..dayumm )

-diane-

:D

OMG JORDAN!!!! asfkleijsuoh0wqiweuh

ok, nuff said :P heh


-diane-

Fav covers :)

 Hey check these out!!!!
They're my TOP favourite covers for now..haha :D

no.3

no.2



no.1



:') I've been raping the replay button everyday.
ALEX GOOT! my new inspiration <3

I think Youtube musicians are underrated.
If I had the money, I would invest in them & get them signed :D

-diane-

Anti-Guitar BIATCH.

WTF MAN! BITCH MODE ON!
BEI TAHAN my STOOOOOPEEED neighbour already. 
She's been complaining about me playing my guitar too loudly for 2 days in a row.
DUDE, for the record..
1st time - I wasn't playing the guitar. It was just youtube...and trust me, it was soft.
2nd time - I was being considerate...so I actually went outta my room & played at the end of the hallway. It was at least 12 ft away from her room. Furthermore, how loud can a classical guitar get?

I tried BLASTING "Party Rock Anthem" & "Nice Guys"  in my room up to FULL volume before.
No complains.
My alarm rings in the middle of the night at 4-ish during exam time. FRIGGIN LOUD till my WHOLE APARTMENT can hear. 
No complains.

So..
I seriously think that bitch has something againsts guitar.
JIAK SAI laaaa youu!
my friend says probably her ex used to play her the guitar everyday LOL.

Breathe Diane....BREATHE!

how now brown cow? :( I definately can't stop playing it..its lke my entertainment & stress pill.
hmm..desperate measures! will probably play in my ex housemate's toilet or smtg...and if she can still hear..then FML I'm moving outta this place for sure.

Varsity love

I'm sorta digging the whole letterman jacket fashion.
Want a custom made one quite badly :3

Think its sicccccccckkkk OMG!
I've been hunting for quite some time...found one in melbourne but the quality was really shitty..
so I didn't get it .

See! I even designed my own dream varsity jacket.
So tempted to get it but it's too pricey & I'm definately not splashing my parents cash on these unless I want them to slaughter me D:

If I ever get one, it has to be red & white! :)

RAARRHHH so what now?
I have an obsession with both MILITARY & VARSITY jackets <3


Damn, I wish money grow on trees or something :/

-diane-

Mt. Buller (Ski Trip)

 AHHHHH It's snowingggg! :D :D :D

To say that I've never seen snow before would be an understatement.
At the same time, it is not entirely correct to say that I've encountered snow before too.

Truth is, I've only experienced those man-made "snow worlds"...hahah
It's not much of a difference anyway..since the real snow looks exactly like those ice shavings in the man-made snow world. The real deal is just slightly more fine & poofy :)





I went for a ski trip with my friends ( Reyme, Matthew, Jarell, Melissa & Rosabel)  over the winter break at Mt.Buller.
Like me, most of them have never encountered real snow before too..
and that explains the following pictures below :

 These are my horny bros..
fantasizing about having icy boobies & disco stick :D

 "OMG ! this is like an IPAD! :D"

 

Reyme & I were all into the planking thing.

and our face were kinda frozen from it..

 we got overexcited & did all kind of sampat stuff..haha
it was so fun to have such a crazy bunch of peeps :)


The food up in the mountain was blardee expensive though :/
and there were only about 4 restaurants..
"Burger Haus" was our favourite!

coz they have effing cool names for their burgers,
the price was reasonable,
and the food was so good :D

 the 4 of us tried posing according to the names of our burgers..
Matt & Jarell were too hungry tho.
Loserssss blehhh !

 we found a pole in the middle of nowhere.
and we were all FORCED to take seductive/stoopid pics T___T
it was difficult to stand on 1 feet as it was slippery..
baaaad idea..HAHAHA
my friend said mine looked like the "Statue of Frozen" or some shit like that lah ishhh ..
and I agree -________-



The main reason to Mt Buller was SKIING.
To be honest, we were all freaked out when we saw how steep the slope was :S
but we took some lessons and heyyy, it wasn't as bad as we thought it would be.
Skiing is actually pretty easy to pick up.


I got the hang of it faster than anyone else and I believe that it's partly because I might have a slight advantage since I iceskate.
They are a bit similar in terms of how you brake & stuff. Just that skiing doesn't require much balancing.

 

Random stuff about Skiing :

1) GAWD. The ski lift is epic. The view you get up there is just amazing.

2) I tear up a little whenever I ski over a bump (random ice pieces) :S scary.

3) The Ski boots are a pain in the ass. Its so difficult to wear it & OH HOHO..

wait till you get to the stairs!!! You'll be walking like some old lady.

Skiing was heaps fun :D
Would reaaaally wanna do it again.
The next time would be skateboard for me for surezzz ! Seems cooler but harder tho hahah..

-diane-

Did a cover :D

 Since ...
1) Its winter break
2) We're bored
3) I had the WHOLE apartment to myself (since everyone went bck to their hme country -.-)

We decided to do a cover on the most epic comedy song :D
erm...
in the toilet. *awkward silence*

We never intended to upload this anywhere but to only keep it for ourselves in our hard drives..probably dig it out & watch it 10 years down the road.

We kinda grew some balls over time & decided to share it with justttt our close friends but found it troublesome to upload them individually to send them through emails/ msn.
So, haih..WHAT THE HECK man..bbsssshhh whatever, just upload on youtube lorrhhh.. hahah not like anyone's gonna view or find it if we don't "promote" it right? :)

 Anyway, here it is ! Hope you like it :)




-diane-

DISGUSTED!

Politics NEVER interests me.
I  CANNOT BE BOTHERED about anything that has got to do with politics.
So, I didn't even bother to update myself about Malaysian politics when I came to Adelaide.
Well..not until recently I realised that many of my friends have been getting this "BERSIH" badge on their facebook page.
At first, I really couldn't be bothered to even find out what this whole "Bersih" badge thingy even means..
I tried guessing...and all I could come up with was this :

"Virginity till marriage"???

and YES. I decided to just ASSUME that it was jussssst thaaaaaat simple.

but then...day by day, I'm seeing all my besties changing their facebook profile picture to that "Bersih" badge thingy..andddd that FINALLY knocked some sense into me that I couldn't go on with my dumb assumption anymore :/
sooo..with my ultra thick face, I decided to just ask through my facebook status.
Whuuurtt? Come on, thats like "the most" efficient way okay. I got 10 comments in 5 mins & I don't even have to google a shit.

My initial reaction :
1) CANNOT WEAR YELLOW?
Are you friggin kidding me? Great. Go and arrest that Digi mascott now! I hate Digi anyways.
But seriously..what the hell has politics got to do with colours?
Lets say that this child just got his mom to buy him a SPONGEBOB shirt. Are you saying that he's gonna be arrested for wearing his favourite shirt with his favourite cartoon on it?

2) WE are a DEMOCRATIC country. Shouldn't we be able to protest?

so this is your answer to the reporter? mmhmm wow, you should hear how you actually sound.
Can't make any sense out of it.

3) AREN'T POLICE supposed to be GUARDIANS of our society?

spraying tear gases onto innocent people who're only trying to fight for their own rights. Ask yourselves this : " Have you serve your country right?"




Watching the videos trully DISGUSTS me :/ 
What's wrong with you people?
God, please save Malaysia :(

 -disgusted & dissapointed citizen-

It's crazy :)

Hey ya'll :)

Sorry for abandoning this blog..have been busy with my finals and stuff.
I've been dying to blog about THIS!

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ok, so about roughly a month ago, my friend told me that Ryan Higa, KevJumba and a bunch of other Youtubers are coming to Aussie for this BoomBox Tour thingy and I was like

"SHUT UP! ARE YOU FRIGGIN KIDDING ME?!!! OMG WHEN? WHERE? HOW?...."

I was basically hopping around in public, screaming & demanding her to feed me with info.
Yes, now that I come to think of it..I probably looked like some psycho ass hahahah :D
But apparently she just got to know about it from her friend through bbm-ing :/
soooo...as soon as I got home, I immediately went online & searched about this..

I DIED of happiness when I found out that they were selling the tickets THE NEXT DAY itself.
and HOLYCOW!!! That means that I'll have a good chance of grabbing hold of the VIP-MEET & GREET ticket! THAT very night itself , we contacted the promoters in charge & immediately reserved the tickets :D gawdd, I have awesome mates!


The show was AWESHUMMMMEEEEEEEE :D
here are some photos of the performances:

 Jayesslee

 Terrence caught the shirt that Sonia threw :) Lucky boy! hahah

Rave: We're best crews
Pong: We're BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!!!
Rave: You gonna screw this up again?!? infront of allll these ppl?

hahah too cute :)

 Andrew Garcia

Autographs :D

more pics on facebook.
you can check them out if you want to..

https://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150191296373827.326479.588258826



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 AFTER THE SHOW!
BACKSTAGE.

Its craaaaazyyyyy to actually see them in person when you've been watching them on your computer screen all these while..my goodness.

 

RYAN HIGA

I was lost for words when I met Ryan.

 I've been watching his videos all these years..since 2006 or 2007,

when he just started making videos with Sean Fujiyoshi and his big green inflatable ball ,

the time when he still had his braces on,

when he had centre parting hair, brown higlights..hahahah.

but never for once have I thought that I would actually have a chance to meet nigahiga in person.

He seems a bit shy in person though, but still really nice :)

and he's actually just about 5 feet 9..

he's grown so much :')

 

KEVJUMBA

I LITERALLY MELTED infront of him ohmylordddd hahahaha..

that erm...probably explains why he's blushing in the pic :P

I'm so sorry Kevin hahah.. he went all awhhhh :') when I told him 

a bunch of stuff any big fans would... & we did this bro handshake thing.

He's super charismatic & friendly. Oh yeahh..he's actually taller than Ryan!

Couldn't tell through the video's though.

Unlike Ryan, I only started watching Kevin's videos last year.

However, time didn't matter..coz I was so hooked by his videos that I actually finished watching all of them :)

He changed a lot throughout the years from this chubby boy that used to do dance intros & rants

to this macho man that raps like Eminem.

You'll get how I feel if you're a youtube freak like me :)

Videos after videos...these youtubers grows on you ...like how moss grows on rocks.

your love for them just keeps growing maaann..

I'm not those fans who just like them because they're good looking,cute or whatever.

I like them for who they are & what they do.

I like Ryan because I think he's really creative with his videos..He comes up with ideas that no one would've thought of. He's thaaat good to the point where my friends and I would reeact his jokes all the time.

As for Kevin, I think he's naturally funny with his sarcastic nature.. cracks me up all the time :) You would soooo want to Hi-5 him after watching most of his videos (the old ones in particular) because whatever he says gives you the YESHHH-EXACTLY!!!-I-Totally-agree-with-you feeling.

 

ANDREW GARCIA

I actually know about him through AJ RAFAEL, who's my favourite youtube musician :)

It was when Andrew was on American Idol & AJ just keeps tweeting to ask us to support his buddy..nawwhh, how sweet.

Watched his covers with AJ & watched him on American Idol.

This dude can sing!

ohhh and I'm currently superbb addicted to his new single. Loved it the minute I heard it.

Its called "CRAZY" & you should seriously check it out :)

erm, I actually did a cover of it but I'm too shy to upload it :P

hmmmmm I mighttttt edit this post when I have the guts to ..hahah *blushes* ;)

Alright, I guess thats all. 

phewwww...such a looooonggggg post.

will update soon <3

byeeee :D

-diane-

Blessed

I know that I'm not alone.

Don't know if this applies to you.

 By holding it in my hands/staring at it calms my soul

 & gives me the strength & hope to pick myself up to take another shot.

-diane-

plastic world

Most people choose not to believe the truth and continue living in pretend.
It's not because they are cowards. The pain is just horribly unbearable.
It's painful to have to leave behind the 'lies' of what once we thought of as 'beautiful memories' and start again.
I guess thats why many would choose the easy path.
To plaster on a fake smile and continue living in a plastic world where everyone is happy with everyone else and its a problem free society.

It's sad when you're torn in between both worlds :(

[Peyton(onetreehill) art]

yea, sorta relating my situation to it..

-diane-

Easter 2011

Apart from the crazy load of assignments & tests to prepare for,

easter wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

We finally revisited Handorf (German Village)!!!

pweeetieee aweshooumme people :)

our german feast :) *rubs tummy*

shiaaaaat *gasps* OBESE! :S

hungry beasts..ready to dig in.

strawberry-picking-gays.

HEROES? ...o.O

HAHAHAHAH.

FEASTER 2011 (homecooked):
we decided to have a potluck as well...
this time...we do it the WESTERN way !

Entree:
Bruschetta, Mushroom soup

Main:
Aglio Olio spaghetti, Roast Chicken, Beef Stroganoff

Dessert:
Tiramisu, Strawberry Cheesecake

mmmm totally worth the calories :)


drinks party:

so wasted.

haha I like how I don't turn red when I drink :D

random note :
I have this habit of rubbing my tummy after a heavy-yummy meal & was recently told by my housemate that doing belly rubs actually enlarges ones tummy.
HOLY MAMA O.O
Is this for real??? 

PS: my friend fixed my laptop :D how awesome is that? GENIUSSSS!


wouldn't know how easter would've been without my amazing friends <3




byeeee :D will update again soooon..whenever I find time to.
so busy these days. haihhhh...Sleep deprived.

-diane-

horrible easter :S

yes my stupid laptop decided to be a bitch again.
the exact same timing as last yr...
just that the problems are far worse than before :/


PS: I got a new military jacket :D
and it costs 3 times lesser than the one I was madly in love with [previous post]
+ its reallyyy nice too :)

haih, wanted to camwhore with it but yeah, the condition of my dumb laptop kinda spoilt my mood.
will post pics of it soooon..hopefully aftr I deal with that hopeless machine.

I'm loaded with 3 major assignments & 3 tests (2 major ones) to prepare for.
There goes my Easter Break.
and that also means...I'll be camping in the computer lab everyday T___T.
yay, how fun :S


-miserablediane-

Military love

I've been searching for a nice military jacket for ages.

Came across many but all of them were just meh...alright.

It's either I hate the length or the buttons or the fabric.

haha yes, I'm very very particular about my obsessions :)

until today...

the minute I laid my eyes on this JACKET,

OMG *hangs jaw*

my GOODNESS! 

LOVE at 1st sight! <3 

Length - TICK!

Buttons - TICK! omggg!it has really nice military-ish details!

Cutting - TICK !

Colour - TICK!

Material - TICK!

Price - 

???????

169

wait for it.....

...

...

...

FRIGGIN AUD

T________________T

dayummmmmmmm shiattt :( 

oh well.. 

but its NICE RIGHT????? :D

haih...why cant money just drop down frm the sky? :/
-diane-

last friday

its friday friday gettin down on friday...
hahah..you know, its been stuck in my head since yesterday :S
Stupid rebecca black -____-

I like this dude's photography!
haha he makes everyone look good.

OMG look how flawless my skin looks :D :D :D
MAGIC weih!
hahahahaha  awesomeness :)

ok so, that was my friday.

cheers kay byezz
-diane-

:/

Either way, I feel guilty as hell :/
life is getting tougher.
It feels like the decisions that I make are coming with greater consequences each day.
I feel like I've been valuing Time more heavily than Money as the days approaches.
Prioritising my work more than human company , at least more than I usually do.

Am I growing to be more selfish & unsociable? or am I just being more matured in terms of weighing my priorities?

Either way, I feel like a douche..ffk-ier
T____T my coolness level just crashed 10 storeys down...or even more.


-dyeann

quickkie

Quick updates.

Finally went to Eggless for dessert. It's one of the best in Adelaide & the pricing is fairly reasonable.

diggin the Joe Brooks look :P

~ coz im no supermaaan, i hope u like me as I am ~ ~~

My hair looks more brownish than reddish now :/

shucks..I must say. too common. Everyone's having brown highlights.

I want electric blue ones :P that'll be so awesome!

 maybe just one streak down my emo fringe! :D

hmm..but I need my emo fringe to grow back 1st..

but wait, what if the electric blue colour fades?

will it be fadish yuckky cheapo blue? O.O

errr..sry abt that, hahah..I always go outta topic & Im planning not to edit this post.

Am just typing whatever that comes to me..haha not like anyone reads, so yeah.

Have been going to the beach a lil too often when we came back..

but we kinda stopped aftr the japan tsunami :/

Anyways, meet Harin :D (right hand side, covering boobies HAHA)

haven't reaaally hit the clubs too.

This is just our 1st and only one for the year so far.

Meet Jarell & John (2 dudes behind) !

very brotherly people... :)

This is one of my only proper breakfast so far:

Wanna count calories? hahaha

I call it the Jackson brothers :D roflmao.

The ones I made were michealjackson-fair, whereas my friend's were black-brownish.

compare the top & bottom.

2 eggs dont last like the feeling of what it is~~

we need more :D

oh shiiieeet hahah...fatties

OHHH and I'm kinda in love with Before You Exit at the moment. Think they're underrated too :/

my goodness, their harmonization! *thumbs up*

they def did TheScript justice.

 

-diane-

will update again soon..when I have the time to.

emo kia's back

I havent been the happiest person lately..
call me nerd but seriously, my h/w makes me sad...
I would run straight to macca's for a soft served cone directly after my business finance tute after flooding my h/w with red inks..just to let the crazy amount of sugar heal my sorrow.
I haven't been hanging out as much as I want to with my friends because I find it hard to burn my weekends away on beaches & shopping sprees when I have piles of readings & tests waiting for me to clear them up.
Sometimes, I do give in to outings but will feel all guilty immediately after that.
I feel like I've been drifting away from everyone :(
Why do we need to have opportunity costs in everything we do?
Why can't we have everything we desire & not forced to make any choices at all?

What about this?
Why can't we split our souls into 2? For entertainment & work.

Frustrated,
-diane-

Congrats, All Time Low !

THIS SONG went GOLD today :)
They sold over 500,000 singles!
So proud of them because they did it without receiving radio airplay !





figured I should tell you a little bit about them.
I never really mentioned that All Time Low is one of my fav bands ..hmm, maybe its because I was never thaaaaat obsessed with them like I was & am still with Boys Like Girls :P haha
but I still like them :) :) :)
I think they are very underrated :/ Like BoysLikeGirls..but much worse.

then

now

haha I still find it hard to find a good group pic of them..

all either very gay / yongsui laa..

but they're not la..they're just really bad with photos.

IM not kidding mannnn!

...

I'll show you!

:S

HAHAAHAHAH I know mann..

Try listening to :

-Poppin Champagne

-Remembering Sunday

-Theraphy

and their newest song:

-TIME BOMB

alright, enjoy their songs!

maybe someday you'll come up to me & say "OMGGGG I LOVE ALEX GASKARTH's VOICE!"..then I would soooo give you a High-5! :D

-diane-